
Friday, November 03, 2006
friday is a book out day, it's been a month since i nv book out frm my camp already. i can still remember my first n ever book out. though not wad i had expected but im still happy tat i met her. friday used to be a very looked upon day for me cos once i book out i can meet you her, tis looked upon day became something which i feared most after somethings happened. because of tis, i did booked for a hostel back in camp so as not to go home. however, i didn't manage to stay in the hostel as many said tat i shouldn't avoid my problems. i should solve it. i wanna solve it but i cant do it alone. as months past and i feeling more numb, i'm jus letting things run. hopefully every friday frm now on will be a more meaningful one.
*love me, hate me;-
Thursday, November 02, 2006
*love me, hate me;-
Wednesday, November 01, 2006
one month ago i had an accident @ adams rd @ 2.17pm and the impact of it made me suffer fractures of my leg n ribs. however those are physically elements of it which are not so impt, wad i'm concerning wif are those thots that filled my mind when i was lying dwn under the adam's tree waiting for my ambulance to rescue me frm those bloody mess that im in.
realisations that i realised <--(does it makes sense?)
i didn't noe.......
life's so fragile till i'm hit wif tis.
how impt i am to my mum till i saw her cry till she fainted.
that i'm so stubborn.
you still care.
i haf so many frens.
i'm so pampered by my love ones.
having shared all these, thot not the greatest realisation ever but thru it i understand myself n ppl ard me better. i do treasure every single person tat have directly or indirectly cross my path while im going thru my life on earth. for those who had shared your love wif me, i'm thankful for it, while those we had hurt me, you're forgiven. =)
life will nv be the same again! god bless everybody!
*love me, hate me;-