Friday, November 03, 2006

friday is a book out day, it's been a month since i nv book out frm my camp already. i can still remember my first n ever book out. though not wad i had expected but im still happy tat i met her. friday used to be a very looked upon day for me cos once i book out i can meet you her, tis looked upon day became something which i feared most after somethings happened. because of tis, i did booked for a hostel back in camp so as not to go home. however, i didn't manage to stay in the hostel as many said tat i shouldn't avoid my problems. i should solve it. i wanna solve it but i cant do it alone. as months past and i feeling more numb, i'm jus letting things run. hopefully every friday frm now on will be a more meaningful one.

*love me, hate me;-

Thursday, November 02, 2006

if im useful to you, keep me.
if im not anymore, dump me.

why is it tat guys who are soft-hearted usually suffer frm it? jus becos they dun fool ard, doesnt mean they dunno how to. haiz! life's nv fair. i have a fren who went thru tis kinda life and i tink he had suffered frm it badly. he's ex ger fren ran away wif a bad guy for countless time till he's so sick of it. they went on and off for a awhile and finally he gave up on her. cant believe he waited for her for 1 years, in full hopes n faith tat they will work out someday but table had turned against them. im happy for him now tat he had moved on wif his life after he made up his mind, i hope he's really happy now. for those out there who are hanging, see for yourself. make the right choice. a wrong move and you'll regret for life!

*love me, hate me;-

Wednesday, November 01, 2006

one month ago i had an accident @ adams rd @ 2.17pm and the impact of it made me suffer fractures of my leg n ribs. however those are physically elements of it which are not so impt, wad i'm concerning wif are those thots that filled my mind when i was lying dwn under the adam's tree waiting for my ambulance to rescue me frm those bloody mess that im in.

realisations that i realised <--(does it makes sense?)

i didn't noe.......

life's so fragile till i'm hit wif tis.

how impt i am to my mum till i saw her cry till she fainted.

that i'm so stubborn.

you still care.

i haf so many frens.

i'm so pampered by my love ones.

having shared all these, thot not the greatest realisation ever but thru it i understand myself n ppl ard me better. i do treasure every single person tat have directly or indirectly cross my path while im going thru my life on earth. for those who had shared your love wif me, i'm thankful for it, while those we had hurt me, you're forgiven. =)

life will nv be the same again! god bless everybody!

*love me, hate me;-

Saturday, August 05, 2006

suddenly feel like blogging tat's why im here again, cos i have no one else to talk to. Never i expect we'll end tis way. Having it all thrown away. I know it's all my wrong-doings tat escalate. I'm sorry tat i blown it away. I'll be strong as you know i'll wait. Heaven knows as i cry every nite as i pray. I miss you really bad. I still love you =( i do........

*love me, hate me;-

Tuesday, December 27, 2005

welll i guess it's time to UPDATE if not my blog's gonna be webby! anyway for those who cares, I'm doing extremely good wif everything nowadays. Everyday's packed with meaningful things for me to do. Ranging frm East Coast Cycling to J.B visiting. But regardless where i went to. I really have to thank you for the company. My one and only darl, Rebecca! You introduce meanings to my life! Thanks for everything .

*love me, hate me;-

Wednesday, August 31, 2005

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Wednesday, August 24, 2005

tis week's being a terrible week as alot of things just start to surface and the impact's gettin on me. i realized that indeed im not as sensitive as i thought i would be becos this few times i keep pissing my ger off/ making her sad without me realising. =( probably i didnt tink deep enuff before doing anything or making any statement. now tat i've noe, i'll change. FOrgive me! =(

*love me, hate me;-

Friday, August 05, 2005

sorry people for late entries! guess the only time i'm able to use the com is when my sista's not around. anyway those who are concerned about me, dun worry! I'm at my BEST shape now. finally someone shows me the light from darkness, giving me new meanings in life, boosting my morale to peak. everyday's a learning experience for me as i'm accompanied by you. i smile so hard tat my cheeks start to ache but i'm still smiling =) thanks for everything that you had done for me Rebecca! i love you dearly =D

*love me, hate me;-

One look
One smile
One touch
One embrace
One kiss
One love
Two people
Two minds
Two souls
Two destinies
One road
One journey
One ending
Together.

*love me, hate me;-

Saturday, July 23, 2005

gooD morning everyone! it's like a saturday morning and i guess everybody's sleeping soundly cos it's 3.13a.m. Just came back from Raymond's B'dae party at MU! Reached there around 11 plus becos my day was really packed with meaning events. First at this company at EXPO (applied material). Then from Simei to Pasir park (if i get the correctly). i swear I've never seem such beautiful scenery before. It's along the chill out place where you can drink while chillin. =) never will i forget that place and you(you noe who u are! Cleo reading gerl)!! And followed by that i went to becca's BRudder's b'dae BBQ at her condo. Somehow he reminds me of andrew, maybe they are of the same age that's why. Anyway for the rest of it i'm not gonna say anything in detail if not i'll be pestered for sure. =X
And i swear i'll never go to MU again cos TECHO kills!! seriously! and pOOr raymond!! he really looks like a Merlion while he puked! haiZ! take cAre!! haha! =) bye~~!!!!!!

*love me, hate me;-

Wednesday, July 20, 2005

Yo everybody! ok fine!my blog's being soOOoo died for the past few months that everybodys forget it's existance. anyway i'm back again for good. cos i'll start my blog fresh and new. no longer the boring/sad blog updates i promise.
OK! let's start. Today i had my common test in school and for that sickening paper i studied TWICE all thanks to my blurness.. Thank god that paper turns out easy *phew* haha! i feeling really good tat im going back to work tml, somehow i know tat i'll be really tired. but i also noe i'll be HaPpy to see my buddies ard. all ritey! tat's it for now! til then! CHeErs everyone! =)

*love me, hate me;-

by Andrea

Holy is the Lord
Kings of all Kings,
The one who when i die
Will take me under his wings,
He knows everything i do
Each and everyday,
He knows what i am thinking
Even when i bow down and pray,
With Him walking right by my side
I know I have nothing to prove,
With His love so strong
Anything I can get through,
He gives me the will to carry on
With my life in His hands,
Someday I'm gonna be up there with Him
For that is my life plan,
Even tho its His face I cannot see,
He is here with me
All I have to do is believe,
I feel like I need to be closer to Him
That what I'm doing now isn't enough,
I wanna be closer to Him more than ever before
I wanna reveal all my love ,
Holy is my God
He is the Kings of all Kings,
I want Him to feel my love
Like I feel the love He brings.

*love me, hate me;-

by ♪Nily♪

A guy goes over to his friend's house, rings the bell, and the wife answers.

" Hi, is Tony home?"
" No, he went to the store."
"Well, you mind if I wait?"
" No, come in."

They sit down and the friend says "You know Nora, you have the greatest breasts I have ever seen. I'd give you a hundred bucks if I could just see one." Nora thinks about this for a second and figures what the hell - a hundred bucks. She opens her robe and shows one. He promptly thanks her and throws a hundred bucks on the table.

They sit there a while longer and Chris says "They are so beautiful I've got to see the both of them. I'll give you another hundred bucks if I could just see the both of them together." Nora thinks about this and thinks what the hell, opens her robe, and gives Chris a nice long look. Chris thanks her, throws another hundred bucks on the table, and then says he can't wait any longer and leaves.

A while later Tony arrives home and his wife says "You know, your weird friend Chris came over. " Tony thinks about this for a second and says "Well did he drop off the 200 bucks he owes me?"

*love me, hate me;-

*friends .-

*Rebecca
*Germaine
*Jasmine
*Fadzli
*Elizabeth


archives* .-

+ July 2005
+ August 2005
+ December 2005
+ August 2006
+ November 2006


links* .-

*Friendster
*Insaniquarium <- (my addiction)